[edit] I would like to welcome and to my circle of friends

But guys, I think that's the only happy thing I can think of as I write this journal First off, my diet's caught up with me. I may be super skinny, but I cant walk across our little apartment without being short of breath
Next up, I am sick as a dog Yesterday, every part of my body was in sharp pain, and I had a fever. Now my throat hurts, a lot. [edit edit] all my symptoms came back, and they're much worse I can barely talk, and it hurts to breathe. I've lost my appetite, but I'm trembling with hunger [edit edit]
Also, the Cintiq thing isn't working out too well. First off, I can't find any way to raise up some money, my computer animation classes are getting in the way. I still have just $500, and I don't think I'll have more any time soon. Also, I kind of need a tablet right now. We're moving out of traditional media in animation class, and going digital. But, we only have mice! Anyone have any ideas or anything?
Lastly, guys, my heart's officially broken to the point of being unable to mend itself. Another one of my extremely close friends of blocking me. My heart hurts so much, I think I'm gonna have a heart attack within the next 24 hours. If I don't update the next few days, I could be dead, I mean it [edit edit] well, I'm not dead, I had a panic attack instead [edit edit] I will update if I'm alive, but I must say, I am pretty much fed up with the constant heartbreak! I'm seriously considering leaving [edit]

Okay, I've been meaning to update for a while, so this journal has a lot of things mixed in. There'll be some ranting, happiness, a little sadness, etc.

First off, I am going to art lessons, yay! OMG YAY!!!!! I am going to computer animation classes at a local high school of the arts, and meeting new people. I've been talking about having no life lately, haven't I? So, I am very happy about these classes, having something to do during the day and making some local friends. XD But, I'm not just going to animation classes, I'm also taking fine art lessons from an amazing traditional artist (sorry Heather, she might take the cake then again, I think you tie ) here's her website [link] The animation lessons are three hours a day, (1:00-4:10 PST) five days a week for eight weeks And the fine art lessons are two hours every other Thursday But Kenzie, Sara, Heather, (~AlbusaumLupus, =heartofwings, ~Novawuff) it might be hard to come up to Idaho, these lessons are expensive; $450 for the animation classes, and $15 an hour for the fine art lessons, (but trust me, it's worth it. though I'm not the one paying for it ) but hey, I'm sure we'll work it out Also, these lessons are really helping a lot

Okay peoples, Monique is officially a teenager I keep asking her if she loves me, and she gets this look on her face like, "um, weeeell......" XD But I have some good news, we are giving her the best of the best in terms of food: Innova [link] plus it's quite reasonably priced

Unfortunately, not all dogs are as fortunate as Monique You see, last night, as we were driving to my first fine art lessons with Terry, we found a very dirty little dog, right there in the road. Luckily she was alive, but very terrified and lost She was just sitting there, so we honked at her, and she slowly waddled to the sidewalk. Since she had a (light pink) collar and tags, we decided to try and check her tags and call her owners, but she wouldn't let us come near us, poor thing. She would viciously growl/bark at us, backing away. Luckily, she stopped on someone's porch, but it didn't quite seem like her home considering how she still seemed very much outside of her comfort zone. We tried knocking on the door, but there was no answer, I really hope the people who live there find her. Also, we did try calling animal control, they didn't answer, and the dog would most likely be gone by the time they got that message :'( Also, if you live in Southern California, she looked like a whitish Lhasa Apso/Shi Tzu/Malti-poo type dog, I'd be happy to disclose info to her owners. So please note or email me at kamali@sonic.net if you are missing that type of dog and are located in Southern California. But, you must provide a photo, and the name of your county please, I do not want to tell random people where I live, sorry. But if I can help owners find their baby, I would be overflowing with happiness

Okay, one last thing, references are very important, and one b*tch told me that I can't draw, all because I use them! (if know who she is, don't talk about it) Anyways, if you do need convincing, is an amazing artist who uses references